Its been compared to skydiving and taking that first leap

ok so tonight I did something I've never done before... I went to enrichment meeting. It was the Christmas Dinner so I figured I could go. But i was shaking all the way there and even when I got there I was trying so hard not to start crying and just leave.

Now I know you're thinking, its just enrichment, why would that be so difficult? Well, you see, I go to relief society each week and usually sit by myself and dont talk to anyone. Mainly because I dont know anyone. But I was sitting there last week and was thinking that people probably think I'm stuck up and mean because I dont talk to them. When in fact, its that I'm so scared to even be in there that I just would rather sit by myself unless someone wants to talk to me. Sad, I know.

But I feel better knowing that I went and didnt end up talking my self out of it. And I actually sat next to someone that spoke to me and we had a good time.

So last weekend was my work Christmas Party. It was really nice, we got to get dressed up and drive up to SLC for it. They had dinner, some comedians, and then the awards for the employees. I really enjoyed it. I felt pretty despite the fact that I wear the same dress for any event that I go to. This time, though, I wore fun new RED heels. It made the outfit so much better. But KC and I really enjoyed it. He was able to meet some of the girls I work with and it was a fun date night for us.

Well, KC has been a study-aholic lately. He's seriously lived at the library. I even went with him on Saturday just so i could spend time with him. But each night after work or school he's been going to the library til really late like 11-12midnight. I try to stay up for him but i usually end up going to bed before he gets home. Its sad but I guess thats life for now with finals coming up and such, I'd rather him just get the good grades since I know next semester will be really difficult for him (being as it's his last one, and he'll have a brand new baby, and probably a hormonal/emotional wife to deal with).

Well, we cant wait for everyone to come up for Christmas! We have my family and KC's family coming up to spend the holidays with us (being as it would have been really uncomfortable for me to sit in a car for 12 hours so that we could drive to AZ). They're all coming in 2 weeks but it seems right around the corner. Now we just need some snow for them so they can have the white Christmas we promised them.

Good Luck to all of you getting ready to take your finals and finishing the semesters! Just a few more weeks left, yay. Have a great week. and we miss you all lots